what's happening to us? feels like we don't know each other anymore.

no messages, no phonecalls, no emails or whatever, does this mean anything different?

sigh, I don't like this feeling.

& I've been sick for four days, have you said anything nice/encouraging to me? sigh

Am I thinking too much, or is the fucking same thing gonna repeat itself like it did in the past?

I'm sick of the many quarrels, & I'm sick of her. Seriously feel like murdering the nabeicheebye face.

Idk if you're referring to me? Yeah, I know I recently changed a lot also, and yes I haven't shared with you stuff cos you never give me the chance to, and I've been hiding, ALOT, srsly.

I still love you with all my heart,

(but do you still love me?)

Hv you felt lyk you did someone so much wrong that you just wanted to disappear from the earth & just simply vanish, and that everyone could forget you, and that you'd take away the hurt + disappointment you caused them?
Hv you felt so useless that you couldn't do anything right from now on? Hv you ever felt that you did something, & it fucking caused your loved one to be fucking hurt by the consequences? Hv you ever felt lyk how I'm feeling now? Hv you ever felt so much pain in your heart?..

I'm feeling it now, I'm feeling it. I'm sorry for breaking yr heart.

FUCKERR YOU ARE A FUCKER. YOU ARE A FUCKER LAURA SEAH LAY SUAN.
FUCKING BITCH.
FUCKING BITCH
FUCKING BITCH BITCH
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG TO DESERVE A MOTHER LIKE YOU

FUCKING BITCH